happy in heaven

(Verse 1) Yeah, I woke up feelin' heavy, heart full of pain, Tryna shake these thoughts, but they stuck in my brain. Friends turned to ghosts, yeah, they vanished like smoke, Used to laugh with the crew, now it’s just me and hope. Lost a couple homies, life’s a twisted game, Memories replay, and they callin' my name. Days feelin’ dark, like the clouds in my mind, Tryna find a way out, but I’m runnin’ out of time. (Verse 2) Countin’ all my blessings, but it’s hard to see clear, Smiles on the surface, but I’m drownin’ in fear. Every step I take feels like I’m walkin’ on glass, Tryna keep my head up, but I’m stuck in the past. Pourin’ out my soul, yeah, I’m spillin’ my truth, Hidin’ all this hurt, but it’s breakin’ my youth. Chasin’ all these dreams, but the shadows stay close, Feelin’ like a king, but I’m lost in my throne.