hypocritic tears

[Verse] Drowning in a needle, got me hooked to the drip Life in a vice grip, veins do a backflip Scars on my arm read the script of my sins But my son’s eyes whisper, "Don’t let the demons win!" [ Chorus] Hypocrite tears falling, rain of regrets Promise him the moon, but it's Mars he gets Love rotting thin like the ties that break Want to quit for him, but the devil still takes [Verse 2] Her silhouette lingers, shadows on the bed Kisses taste sour, words better left unsaid Chasing highs left my lows in a constant frame Can't love her if I'm losing to this venom in my veins [ Bridge] She stares at me like I'm just a ghost The man she loved buried deep, haunted by my dose Son's laughter's my anchor in a sea of despair But will he call me “Dad” when I’m no longer there? [Chorus] Hypocrite tears falling, rain of regrets Promise him the moon, but it's Mars he gets Love rotting thin like the ties that break Want to quit for him, but the devil still takes [ Verse 3] New day, same fight, my shadow’s my chain Part-time father, judge, jury of my pain Poison running dry, but I still feel the thirst Handcuffed by my choices, bound by a curse