Forever

i need a change. this is insanity every day is the same god why dont you love me is this apart of your plan or was the Bible just wrote by men i dont understand why im alive sitting in here stoned while time rolls by the only thing i live for is to get high it seems to be the only way i can get by because all the women always say goodbye its left me broken inside and this pain can't hide dreaming of a wedding that doesn't seem where my life's heading im in hell not heaven triple 6 upside down crucifix layin in a hearse hell im dying on earth i dont see how this could be worse i feel like im cursed