faded youth 🌠

fall in love in this world full of lust and cheating trust a quality that seems to slowly start a fading hard to be sure that you're the only one that she calls her honey or u just the wallet that gives her some food and money but u feel alone and grateful to live in her lies at least u wake up to her and see the colour of her eyes just tryna make sure I'm the only one that's on ur mind obsess with the idea to just make u mine yeah for real i know i got u mad i wasn't being for real not tryna waste my time just tell me what u want for real love got me fucked up now making time for me now I'm just in the boothjust tryna get through it alone hustling mamba mentality first heartbreak change a man for sure i decided not to cry close my heart and keep it up started with that nigga jack u hit with some serenade sayings no need to worry oh shit i should have worry u called me insecure and a bunch of fucking else i hope that u feel like u owe me something big waste my time fucking bitch now i work to make u feel a lot of regrets stupid bitch pray i end up super rich rapping out how i feel maybe i end up kinda rich