mind is gone

My mind is SO Gone , i cry for help oh, my mind ... iss soo gone. i been a lost soul i feel so fucking lonely i need my fucking precys, without my stomach hurting in, i try 2 stop it unt uh to dangerous, my body feel like its death , i want to be patience , but my mind keep possessing , me to take those percs N Weed, uh mama i trid to stop it bu you aint under stand it, now look where we are right now mh, but im so sorry i put you though misery , i am so sorry bu ian really sorry mh, you left n ain't really get me, made feel like worse made my DEPRESSION WORSE ,but its ok im being here being great, im getting high off da Xanax n prec, so damn high, i dont fucck if i live ir dir, ive been bullied all my life, so you know i ain't right, My mind is so gone, i Cry for help oh, My mind is so gonee mhh. hm