Sheniqua's Letter Pt. 2

ever u since been gone- its been hard to hold on its like ur not around- n u can't pick up the phone grew up like bebes kids- waiting to be grown it hurt my heart cuzzo- like u left me on my own I hold the memories- cant picture u gone tried to pass the dro to u- n get u back n the zone holiday visits seem weird- with u not home never knew it be a day- i see u gone I tried to rush it back- but its hard to carry on no dancing for me- it aint no happiness n the end zone cause even if I win- I still lose now i know how b.b. king felt- when he made the blues tears touch my eyes- when I heard the news thought we grow old together- but now i only picture u it ain't a day that goes by- that I don't think bout u remember as a kid- n all the trouble we got into I remember when u got ur wings- seen u fly through we did everything together- one day I'll fly with u I clipped my wings- but I'm trying to find my way back I keep looking back- trying to see where cuz at ever since u been gone- its like I had to learn to walk on my own its like I open up the door- hoping cuzzo coming home empty forty bottles around- like lord what's really going on been on my mind alot lately cuz Just thought I'dU drop by n show u some love Go back n just get one more hug Back to the good days young running wild How things changed growing up miss being a child Had u on my left Tasha on my right Hot in here comes on we used to Rock all night blind like stevie wonder- hard ur not n sight everday that goes by- without u dont seem right I think I'm losing- but I continue to fight waiting on a formal invite- to take flight hope i get my wings- so I see u nsight