KING SLEEZY "IM TRYING"

I felt nothing but pain since birth, I died, came back, God kept me on this Earth, Struggles in my veins, like a seed in the dirt, Rising from the ashes, yeah, I know my worth. Battles in my mind, demons whisperin' lies, But I stand tall, with fire in my eyes, Every tear I shed, just a part of the grind, Turning scars into stars, leave the darkness behind. Heart heavy but my spirit's on a quest, Fighting through the shadows, I refuse to rest, Life's a test, but I'm breaking the chains, With every step I take, I'm embracing the pain. From the streets to the throne, I'm rewriting my fate, With faith in my soul, I rise up, never late, In this game of life, I'm the one who remains, Through the struggle and strife, I’ll dance in the rain. I felt nothing but pain since the day I arrived, Tears in my soul, in this world, I survived, Kid in the shadows, where the light never shined, Traumatized dreams, lost in the grind. Seven years deep, thoughts heavy like lead, Wishing for peace, but I’m haunted instead, Eyes tell a story, a narrative grim, Searching for hope, but the chances are slim. Twenty-five now, still fighting the fight, Ghosts of my past creep in every night, Mind's a battlefield, scars etched in my brain, Carrying burdens, like I’m caught in a chain. Whispers of darkness, they echo my name, In a world full of colors, I’m caught in the gray, But I’m still here, though the pain’s in my veins, Rising from ashes, I’ll break through the chains. Verse 1: Tired of feeling all this pain, it's heavy on my chest, Every night I drown my thoughts, can't find no rest, Dark shadows creeping in, whispering my fears, Lost in the silence, drowning in these tears. Streetlights flicker, but the hope is dim, Life's a game of poker, and I'm all in on a whim, Rolling through the city, where the demons roam, Searching for a solace, but I feel so alone. Verse 2: Memories haunt me, like ghosts in the night, Chasing down the dreams, but they fade out of sight, Got my mind on the grind, but the weight's too much, Trying to break free, but I'm stuck in this clutch. Every corner I turn, there's a mirror of my pain, Reflections of a soldier caught up in the rain, But I rise from the ashes, ain't no turning back, Dark vibes in my heart, but I'm ready to attack.