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I take the set of approach they say I'm moving too slow undermining my psyche got you moving and drones they said I'm dead to you all with subtle reminders they praising my fall as if I wasn't a climber as if I can't really change and adapt to the climate constantly poking the bear disturbing his inner Beast remaining to stay at peace but if I step away from a problem every step is a fall but if all ain't forgotten I could lose it all my transition had me slipping transmission I just stalled on the road with no way to go can't have no one to stick by you they stand by you they too involved when Against the Grain plans change can't say why you haven't moved on paying homage to those that don't want to see your plummet your upbringings was tarnish topple over the situation with no way to push onward well if the truth was a lie then how we move forward giving that help a hand as if they can't really recall it telling me stories substance abuse alcoholic I just stay to myself and all my thoughts on private unaware of what's going on but have the pipe to my Noggin with that canvas picture being suicidal entwined in a physical altercation heartening how I put out my troubles tendencies but that's not bill off the misfortune looking in the dark clouds looking for the bright side my table of contents index the author being unrecognizable for putting out a new formula monitored by intensity numerous of occasions feeling my life on the line like a coal miner and a gold mine a million views to a million plays really ain't no money clout chasing the fear of failing and being dealt short hands ain't significant to how to become a man as you hear the engine from where they sped off from where I stand