Kirsten

My mind is racing threw flashbacks, While I’m squatin down milking cows, You Kick me from behind, dose me with brandy when I’m sick, First comes the traumatic backlash, Defending myself from fathers wrath, Mom favored my face to slap, backhand, I was punished for defending myself, They put me into labor from age 6, Abused their authority because privilege, Pushed past the limits, beat us for kicks, Witness to my brothers broken heart, How you ripped your family apart, The sick part, you blame your own kin, We can forgive, never forget amen 🙏🏻 💝👑💝👑💝👑💝👑💝👑💝👑💝👑💝 I’m a child of God, What made you so cross? See, our spirit is different in Christ, You can physically abuse another, While I’m crying silently for a break, I can see right threw your cracks, Manipulation paid your heavy heart, You took part in traumatizing us apart, My heart will hate the things Jesus hates, I will stand for the homeless and broken, Keep watching me from afar, your family? I will not stand for gossip and slander, Listening to these whispers from my back, I speak up for the ones who are unspoken, Blood doesn’t mean you get to be with me, Keep your lifestyle, I love Gods Glory amen 🙏🏻 🥹💝🥹💝🥹💝🥹💝🥹💝🥹💝🥹💝🥹 I’m happy I know family isn’t always first, Feel better to walk far knowing my heart, Healing didn’t start with you being there, God separates us from others of ill will, I’m so grateful to have this life apart, True happiness comes from believing, Faith in Jesus is all I ever needed, I don’t cry any more for my mom or dad, You call me mean, I call it a strong heart, I won’t allow myself to fall apart, I can do all things threw Christ amen 🙏🏻 The Lord is my strength and refuge, When I need a big favor I start to pray, Fast and keep your body a holy temple, The Lord has mercy for those of good heart.