happiness

[chorus] yeah when I will get happiness cause everything I get sad things I know I can't change I've got hard emotions I feel like why don't I die cause in my life one time I can't be happy why do I'm gonna cry how many times do I try [end of chorus] [Verse 1] every time I fail but what can we do nothing can change I'm just child no happiness in my life when do I'm gonna smile why do I'm acting so wild I can see but some don't see I can see they are blind [end of verse 1] [Verse 2] I can't say things can't move and sit I've got sad beats I've got good dreams that I can't achieve even if I try thing not going well in my life come stab with the knife I'm just a person in the world that can't even say a word craziness all over my head can't take back thing that I've said why don't you take me then I'm dead [end of verse]