Gangsta Distinguished

My first admission at the detoxification. For an entire week I had to go through some rough people. Once at night I was walking to the vending machine. Behind my back I heard one of the white boy calling me a penguin. I kept walking. The vending machine gave me 4 extra toonies. So 8 bucks. I bet one of them was his. “Gangsta Distinguished. Cool as a penguin.” T.I. Lyrics from the song “Hello Good Morning.” Before the incident I seen one of my friend from Vancouver BC his instagram profile pic. Which was of a penguin. We came up with whoa whoa whoa.. while high on weed. As teens. Which is also part of the lyrics of the song “Hello Good Morning.” The white boy never spoke to me after this. But the friend he was with. Another white boy came up to me while I was high on my night meds and on the computer we chilled for a bit. My auditory hallucinations could have called me a penguin. I was wearing yellow earrings. Even that set off a white business man. He complimented my earrings. I told him it’s fake though he said “still looks good.” At one of the meetings I told everybody I get delusions of grandeur because I’m a schizophrenic. I took the attention from everybody even the white business man wanted to beef. Shoulder me. After sometime I was admitted to the detoxification again though this time my addictions counsellor referred me.