I’m Sick

Today while I’m still on Clozapine 50 milligrams. Week 2nd. Earlier I went through a short term memory loss. One of my previous published track on the rap fame app was supposed to have this sentence on. “We only need a mind for devotion.” I’m still going through a short term memory loss. But I will give this preaching to Pujya Shri Premanand Ji Maharaj. On Facebook I watch his reels a lot. Basically out on this planet I’m a schizophrenic. According to my psychiatrists what I’m going through are delusions so a false belief. Though let me tell you something. Inside my mind I’m the Golden kid. I’m so important it’s hard to believe. I pretty much have more grandiosity than any devotee ever will. I’m siicckk…