Different

Today is day 4 I’m on Clozapine 50 milligrams. For 1 week I was on Clozapine 25 milligrams. My auditory hallucinations had control over me because of one thing. That I’m a hypocrite. Today I repeated the same thing. That for years now I have been. Though what I’m doing now is a little more effective. Today I told my auditory hallucinations something a little different. I was a hypocrite until I attained God. Meaning liberation from the cycle of birth, death and rebirth. As a soul. Believe it or not. While I feel bad for the rest. Every single one of you are bounded by the law of karma. Good or bad. Only I don’t have to worry about that. Because I have attained God and afterlife does exist I’m worry less. My auditory hallucinations are going quieter day by day. “Patience is a virtue” they say. I’m still thinking am I ready to be a God yet. Because what Gods and Goddesses have given me as a devotee there will never be a match. Remember according to one of my psychiatrist my auditory hallucinations is a “tricky one.” Today through my sixth sense I got to hallucinate the situation I’m in is very difficult.