Good Or Bad

Today day 3 on Clozapine 50 milligrams. 7 days prior I took Clozapine 25 milligrams. What I have been trying to explain to my auditory hallucinations for a long time now was very simple. Though today after a demonstration my auditory hallucinations has settled. Someone asked me for help again. So I did that. Though the scene did not look good in front of two girls. “He has God as his bitch” was what my triggered auditory hallucinations said. Then came my turn to speak up to my auditory hallucinations. There are only two kinds of deeds. Good deeds and bad deeds. Now at all times we are doing either one of them. That is why we should act with more sense. I already told everyone who I am. Deceiving is something God himself is against. Our thoughts, words and actions. Are being recorded. Karma is what I talked about to my auditory hallucinations. Anyways I asked the person to take me to the near by gas station. So I can buy a pack of cigarette. I had one roll left. The game I play I’m not losing yet. Remember every bit of our life depends on only good or bad.