woke up fadin

Woke up fadin’—pain all in my dome, Poppin' these thoughts like pills when I’m all alone, Trust issues deep, yeah, cut to the bone, She said she love me, ya that text on my phone. Heart cold, I’ve been iced since the fall, Back then they laughed, now they all wanna call, Used to trip over love, now I barely even crawl, Tryna stand tall, but I’m stuck in this brawl. Demons on me heavy, they won't give me peace, They feast on my fears, I just want some release, I drive in the dark, no brakes, full speed, Swervin’ through memories I don’t wanna keep. Tears in my eyes, but I still look clean, Designer on my pain, that Balmain gleam, I sip on regrets with a Sprite and lean, Tryna drown thoughts, but they float upstream. Used to have hope, now it’s buried in the past, Love turned venom, how long can I last? Tatted my scars, yeah, they part of my path, Smile on my face but inside it's a mask. Talk to the moon like it’s my best friend, Told it I’m broke and I can’t pretend, Tryna write songs just to vent, not trend, But this might blow if I crash at the end. Life’s like a loop, can’t press rewind, Still got ghosts that live in my mind, Lookin’ for signs, but I’m legally blind, Feelin’ like Juice when he said “real fine.” Pour up the truth in a double cup, Too much pain, now I’m numb as f***, Everyone leave when the road gets rough, But I’m still here, even when it’s tough.