Higher Self

I always thought i needed Validity Validation from outside until i was left with no option but to look In Into myself. I don't know how. I did it But I did it. Maybe it's time Maybe it's time I reached out Now that i feel Better Abit more together I will love you forever People think They have all the fuckin answers. The Audacity To look down their nose at me. Like they could've done better Go ahead and try it then If it's so easy I go and sit by the waterfall Sit with it all For a lil while. And get around to being alone with you Sad but true What would you say to me If you were sat next to me on this bench right now? What would you do in my situation? What would it be that you'd come up with I wanna know but i'll never know because I'll never ask I'm so close To winding up Where i've been before Where you go Nobody wants to know I have been here too many times before Homeless nowhere to go Feeling that sinkin feeling of hopelessness Helplessness I'm so tired of feelin this way Sick of this Weight Weighing heavy on me Like a chest plate of armour Armour so shiny you could see Your reflection in it If you think you know Think again If you think you know me Think Again I looked inside and i Mistaken myself for a monster A monster But instead i Found a warrior When It's time I will put you beside me Divide n conquer......baby We divide We conquer Logic always wins when you wanna play a game with us You better think twice Before you play with what you'll never understand Fuck around and find out All the deeper reasons Change with the seasons Sun rise leads into sun set Principle Purpose Value Respect Nothing more, nothing less If only you knew What you mean to me A bond So unbreakable So unshakeable It's just about Bearable It just took time and distance to Be Manifested I needed time and to find a space To find my. Direction. Balance Balance but in Equal measure Would it be fair? After all these years apart Forcably forcing to believe that lie I feel fine All Brand New Knowing a massive part of me is with you I never hit rock bottom I fell into the hand of my Higher self. I never hit rockbottom I just fell Into the hand Of my Higher Self