Betting on me (one more day)

Welcoming to the arena all Playas play but one queen will have her say calm collect high or low I've been the underdog don't ya know leaping storms shaking the world freak out the norms this one don't play in the box breaking out to have her fortknox words to a key of paradise of a endless sea it's all about thought control ignition of the light when I hit the knee I ride with grace I don't patronize I rise with spite got the fight of strength held my heart down for the mile the length my capacity for hope and love was founded in the thunder of pain I turned into each masterpiece of each under current telling myself I'm worth it built myself up brick by brick told myself I'm beautiful all though I'm thick I think different I see a world through all the Kaos and triumphs find beauty in each sunrise and sunset I choose to keep betting on myself it ain't failed me yet I stay calm I stay direct i stay on my path I ran through the wrath I listened I guided got misunderstood I stood where I stood I broke I mended I leaned i walked I'm not all talk I walked the walk I prayed I cherished I watch lives succed and paraish I watched in silence in my cries I've ran through bullshit and lies I stay hypnotized in my path of what I could see a vision of my own fire and glory I carefully stepped to step on none and I even felt my rage on nights I came undone but to the spirit I spoke to the angels who trusted or heard me say one love one heart is believing in yourself in everyway one more song one more lyric one more day win or lose in myself I can't loose to push to fall is not weak even when you crawl you can break through any barrier or stone wall every no can oneday be a yes its like a game of chess leaping to the choices or goals that lead you to your best my firing gun is my heart my word of chest