Mocked

Yesterday I thought everybody is mocking me. My parents, my sisters, brother in law and the kids. What I got out of the mocking. A solid trip. According to Hinduism we are all God including ourselves. Basic teachings of Jagad Guru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj. In everything we see, touch, taste, listen or smell. Through all of our five senses. I’m also being mocked by my auditory hallucinations. When everybody starts doing the same thing then you wonder what’s up. In the play I’m God as well. For years now I’m being harassed by people and my auditory hallucinations. Except yesterday everything changed because I felt superior to all these people. Through my sixth sense. Because of my high on weed hallucinations. I didn’t blaze up. I almost lost hope in God. The situation is actually that bad. Though my auditory hallucinations boosted my self esteem up. To all the peeps out there with suicidal intentions. Everything should be fine because only you have to love yourself. Never get upset from others perspective. You are listening to this from the right human being. Life is a gift good or bad just live it. And make sure you never quit. Promise? 💕