I’m gone

I’m sitting down thinking how I’ll never be normal again I don’t adore her anymore she cut my heart and I’m dead but all I have to do is take these pills and all the pain is dead I can’t be dead son to my mom so think I just chill but maybe if I die everyone will notice me I don’t how I can live with all these pills hurting my head I’m sorry I can’t call I’m js in a really place next day I’m going to school knowing everybody wants dead it’s ok I’m a die