I been poppin’ pills just to feel okay (Yeah)

I been poppin’ pills just to feel okay (Yeah) Smoke in my lungs, take the pain away (Gone) Lost too many, still countin’ names Tryna numb the thoughts, but they still replay (Still replay) Got some brothers in the sky, I wish I could call (Wish I could) Used to post on that block, now I’m duckin’ the law Say they real, but I seen 'em all switch in the fall I was down, no handouts, I had to crawl [Verse 1] Codeine dreams in a dirty cup (Yeah) Used to have nothin', now I run it up Had a couple snakes, had to cut 'em off Now my circle tight, ain't no breakin’ trust Mama workin’ late, bills overdue I was tryna flip a zip just to get some food Now I’m in the stu', but the pain still new Can't forget the nights when the sky wasn't blue [Bridge] I seen my homie die, that changed my soul (For real) I don’t smile the same, heart too cold Mix the Henny with the Xan just to keep control They don’t know what I been through, they just see the glow [Chorus] I been poppin’ pills just to feel okay (Just to feel okay) Smoke in my lungs, take the pain away Lost too many, still countin’ names Tryna numb the thoughts, but they still replay Got some brothers in the sky, I wish I could call Used to post on that block, now I’m duckin’ the law Say they real, but I seen 'em all switch in the fall I was down, no handouts, I had to crawl [Outro – Spoken/Melodic Fade] Not everybody make it out, I know that Still pray every night I don’t go back Life ain't sweet when you growin’ up with no map So I put the pain in the verse, let the world feel that…