is death near me

The gift god  gave me the one where I can sence stuff the one where I can hear people I'm starting to feel the presence of death surround me in the atmosphere is it me or is it somebody I love Don't Let It Be The One I Love don't let it be me let  my spirit guide me show me who it is. Am I dying without me knowing seeing heaven seeing how seeing both worlds seeing Satan come from the sky and trying to kill me and then get  sent to heaven and seeing beautiful angels singing Hallelujah and way maker. My body's been going numb I've been having no feeling I being seeing the world differently here  things differently. I know the end times are coming. Pure evil is coming not just evil itself but Define this disobedient fighting arguing screaming fire guns shootings stabbings knives drugs overdoses and death is to come. I already have died twice January 24th 2023 second time I died was April 16th 2023 when I died my heart rate was 20 my blood pressure was 30/20 I seen my oxygen drop on that screen I heard static sounds in my ears and watch my body leave my body tried walking but I couldn't walk smash my head off the wall went into eight seizures and into a coma the same night and stayed in a coma for 5 days praying to God that will bring me back to life to show the world that anything is possible and not impossible. I'm scared I might die soon something in me is telling me that my time is soon I can feel myself changing in different ways I don't want to be scared when death comes I want to be ready for when God takes me I want to hear the Angels Sing Hallelujah to me with the gates wide open. The time I also died I seen demon faces shapeshifting from the bed a girl with a shattered face that was holding a hammer and it was smashed inside her head the numbers 1698 was the numbers I have gotten and when I looked in the mirror I seen my own death I seen myself being choked and strangled I seen the way I was going to die I was terrified and scared I seen the numbers again on me 1698 don't know what this mean and truly means I heard voices saying that night I'm going to take your son with me and I would scream and shout no you can't have my son you'll never have my son take me take me. Since this has occurred my life has never been the same never. I seen dead people I seen my family members and how I seen some in heaven I seen some walk into hell and some looking to heaven. . I was taking the hell the night I died and I didn't come back for 5 days when I came back I experienced what hell was really like torment fire burning everywhere demons torturing you every which way you turn you had one burning you live screaming at you telling you this is the life you're going to have forever and you're never going to return. So I pray that sense I'm feeling is not me or love them that it's just someone that I don't know.