pessimist

i appreciate my life lessons/ i be trying to speak the truth and send the right message/ your morals vanish in dem trenches when your life reckless/ you pay da cost but when its f'it you know the price lesson/ i remember nights restless, all da fights, stressin/she said im tripping cause im high, but, i aint accept it/ da past prologue, in dem courts they go by your record/thats really yo bro when he called then, why you aint help em/gas pedal, spanking niggas, applying da pressure/glizzy under da pillow next to Krissy chopper by da dresser/i told niggas what gone happen, he gone die we catch em/mama who he kilt, but on the news like like ion know why why they kilt em/i bout how you was raised, me i grew up by the system/ i was just 20 when i first stepped foot inside a prison/state yards and in da feds they go by a system/ holding down positions, really thinkin that they politicians/50/50 ill wash if youll dry the dishes/they said that i been alotta things but nothing bout a witness/my lil bruh climed tremendous, nigga i survived da trenches/i survived them prison sentence, trapped inside them fenses/you couldnt imagain all da shit built inside my feelings/cuddy kilt hisself, im guessing he got tired of living/i swear im tired of drilling, some ppl smile reveal it/ ima play da cards how they was dealt no matter how they deal it/they aint beleieve when dre said he gone buy da building/FaceTime me like damn cuddy i had to buy da building/familiar with hate, drugs filled inside his system/ said he going on da run if his p.o. try to piss em/we had let off like a hunnid, ion know how we missed em/i aint proud but i done walked em down and made their body shiver/ its krazy when your one brody want you out da picture/i rather be inside a prison than inside a swisha/when they smile in your face and they try to slither/i hang wit snakes so i know a snake by their slither/same way you know a thorough breed by their litter/i know i sin so i alway ask to be forgiven/