don't think

the last call the last call I received from you oh no look what you made me do after all the lies and bullshit tho did you really think I would answer even if I did answer in my mind was all the lies and bullshit you fed me my blindness went away and I slowly began to see they thought I would never have found out cause all they saw me was always me in doubt go ahead do your thing chase your clout fuck being sad it's always tears and sought fuck all the things I bought but then again I never thought I was going to get caught I gave my all my everything but took so long my chances began to rot I dont think about it too much sometimes I be like such and such I dont think about it too much sometimes I be like such and such thank God it's almost or is summer I wouldn't do it at all what a bummer stuck and shocked somewhat a stunner I wish everything would be chill and a whole lot funner one time two times third time down smile turned upside down let me just be myself let me be my self forgiveness is key sobriety is key but that's just me I know I ain't the same anymore mind bottled heart throttled living like thers no tommorow drowning in my sorrows