KING SLEEZY "OTHER SIDE"

how long do I go on living like this, everything just seem to miss, like I'm floating on a cloud when I'm high, but when I come back down, sad and angry once again, wanting to go savage, but I like to keep my crazy side hidden, I don't want you to fear me, I heard a scared man would try an kill me, just trynna make peace, with everything I come in contact with, I just wanna be a peaceful man, doing what I can to become a better man, but feels like these mfs wanna put daggers in my heart, stop my spark, you know I'm trynna become large, big dog, no need for a leash I'm a beast I do what I please, ain't no bitch don't get it twisted, trynna stay clear of these bitches I don't want a disease, gonna go around like I own the empire, this world could never fuel my desire, so I keep reaching higher, to a better future, I can't stay stuck like chuck, trynna make a difference but no one wanna help, no one gives a fuck so I'll do it myself, watch one day they gonna be asking for help, my response is to go fuck yourself, seeking help with my mental, but I think go will steer me to where I need to be, Jesus take the wheel, please don't let em fall off as I fly over this abyss, trynna make it to the other side, together me and God, we gonna make a difference one day, may not be today, but that's ok, just means there's a better future ahead,