Sat Nam

Since 2022 until 2024 I blazed up. Occasional. Though all by myself. I had become the Heavenly Father standard God through my hallucinations. So much more included. Then my family and I headed to Vancouver BC to visit my aunt. Since my cousin brother in law is very religious I thought I learn some Sikhism. I kept asking him questions. In the middle of our conversation I already had hallucinated that I’m liberated. We were listening to Guru Bani. On TV. He owns a Gurdwara in Surrey BC. Then I smoked weed. With another family member. Another lion. All my lion jewelries woke up. I felt really tough. Blazing up with people is fun for me as well. I mean how my hallucinations react. My family and I were heading back. To Edmonton. During the summer ride. My auditory hallucinations were on the rise. They said I lied during our satsang(religious conversation). Then I hallucinated that “it’s not a lie when the person you lying to knows that you are lying.” Right then one of my sister’s music changed in the car. To Ik Onkar. The devotional song for the Sikhs. Such a trip! When I got back home I knew I’m uniting with Waheguru the God of Sikhs. I also knew I’m doing so through gangsterism. I don’t decide what I hallucinate but I believed I will. So I did. Sat Nam. I hallucinated for years for that one.