Heavy Load

heavy load I might explode don't wanna live like this but I've been like this feel it like a fist and I'm already down when did i hit the ground back in my hometown but it's not the same they don't say my name they don't call my phone and I'm always home trying to kick the door but my mind is numb i can't feel a thing trying to hold on tight still can't sleep at night if you can relate this is not your fate it's just a temporary hold on a story untold because even though I'm sad I've been through this before it's just a closed door its gonna open up it's gonna fill your cup say I'm coming back to myself im coming back to me just wait and you'll see the pain will subside the money won't hide your gonna be okay just gotta find your way