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its like what can i really say lets think ........ its my thoughts they come 2 mind they just come and go its scattered with thoughts its a art 2 prefect almost ,,,like im fully loaded one shot to make it out its closely related to death my thought does it end on the pavement or is that where it all begins my sister says i need preyer i say whats that help .... im still searching for the answers like the lost arch hold the worlds weight on my shoulder, at some point i gotta admit that some shit bothers me like im crazy gotta stay on point with morals in check i cast tha hook its tha beat ,,im on in the moment i destroy it dont get shit crossed up ,,, it can be deadly , some quotes that i wrote its all by design some hurdles will always stay in place and life will change in a flash but its ok ... im well known ..for the approach then i blow tha smoke ill pop it off on a notes moment im high risk trust and believe it ........ ill let clips. loose,,,,then fall off tha map my lifes always been faced with adversity all those cold nights couldnt have helped now surely fhe days ahead are bound to be hotter but that seems normal so watch as i prevail its a must that i merge from tha smoke words unforgetable at times theres some battles i win just to be left standing alone ..in ..tha . same place i was before .. sometimes im not myself i admit but what can i say im my own worste enemy still i stay precise if i need to attack thats litterally ,i stay on point like 440 i what i was taught its a stand off when its me vereses 12 .. and looks like its likely me vs tha state not a option 2 close to that point nothing on fire can ever be blank no return ,its the outcome im gone for good but i stll have my intergity as i see people change on me thinking they know me .... i watch shit close as it all bleeds out ..... i dont let shit consumes me i have no use for tha tricks .... a constant stress just to stand on prinicipla ...... a principlal i stand on is fuk tha police thats from tha bottom of my heart,,, its a mess its darkness with light preying i change for the better not knowing what will help .. comeinb. from tha bottoms hard when u been trapped in tha struggle like theres no tomorrow ....... its Neva promiced .... therea life then theres death all in one motion where it starts ,,,,, it stays ...till it ends end games crucial ... best believe me im pre meditated ,i stand on that it really not tha same game when people get crossed out for penny's u catching my drift ?? lives lost theres so many crosses in the cemetery its crazy how time flys and still look how we livin its hard to keep my head up when its sink or swim this is words to the wise treadlightly ,,,its thin ice .in sections of this city ....... dont get fucked up in tha city, 3 round burst turns it to a silent night its quick my souls so corrupt ...... i can't really speak on it .... still keep my head up and watch tha move,, at play i refuse to let shit slide, when i feel i should appear ...... like a vision becomes the mark in a flash ,,,,, I'm all in its the life i live its the life i know its all i know ......... were here one min, and then were gone the next lifes is so fuckin hard when its filled with death .. it all part of it i guess it all adds up when there's not much loyalty left ,,,, thats a fact ... rest in peace 2 tha ones not comeing back shot out to my nigga coffee who always kept it solid much love my nigga trust and believe i always got your 6 ...... and thell pay for that shit on my soul im gonna merk that nigga and his bitch I've lost so much that i have no emotions its decided then i pull up...mike meyers .. and murder life......... in these parts its crucial to survive street certified since birth thru and thru u lucky bitch place ya bets no afilations on. either side , its all true hard to see it for what it is but ,,,, im Just doing what I do self made,,,,is from tha start i choose to remain silent ill neve say shit i envoke my 5th only exception is i was on my way to fuck ya bitch I'm not pressed ....for convo fuk 12 forever and a day ............ this is a Top shelf Promotion IN affect when thoughts come 2 mind they come and go so fast I'm trying 2 beat it its hard when it's in my soul , listen close tha sounds life makes as i break down tha brick theres sirens in tha distance some say there ' closein in ..... .. no time for talking fuck i look like gettin caught in tha mix open ya mind and try to keep up pace ...... life gets cold its visions of my own fait .......