Taking a lead to trespasses

(Verse 1) I came up from the bottom, scars on my soul, Mama prayed for me at night, tryna keep me whole. Weight heavy on my chest, dreams heavy on my mind, Took a step into the dark just to see what I could find. Friends turned strangers, strangers want a piece, Every time I level up, feel the anger increase. Lord, forgive me for the times I crossed that line, I was just a broken kid, tryna make the world mine. (Pre-Chorus) But the streets don't love you, they just use you up, Pourin’ liquor on the pain, but it’s never enough. Every night I hear the whispers, calling me back, But I’m walking on a tightrope, can’t fall in that trap. (Chorus) Taking a lead to trespasses, Heart heavy with the past’s ashes. Tryna heal from my own damage, But the weight on my back feel massive. Taking a lead to trespasses, Lost souls on these back alleys. Tryna pray but my hands tremble, Lord, guide me, I’m so fragile. (Verse 2) I’ve been fighting with my demons, shadows in my head, Writing verses in the dark, tears soaking up the bed. Every blessing come with burdens, every smile got pain, They don’t see the battle scars under all this chain. Label deals, fake friends, promises they bend, Told myself I’d never change, but who am I to defend? When you starving, you’ll do anything to get that plate, But when you fed, you gotta face the choices you made. (Pre-Chorus) Yeah, the streets don’t love you, they just break you down, Seen the hardest fall apart when the reaper come ‘round. Every night I hear the whispers, calling me back, But I’m walking on a tightrope, can’t fall in that trap. (Chorus) Taking a lead to trespasses, Heart heavy with the past’s ashes. Tryna heal from my own damage, But the weight on my back feel massive. Taking a lead to trespasses, Lost souls on these back alleys. Tryna pray but my hands tremble, Lord, guide me, I’m so fragile. (Outro) Yeah, I’m just tryna find my way, Through the night and through the rain. If I fall, will You catch me still? Taking a lead, but I need Your will