lavender is a smelly flower that lives inside my brain. when my world has no meaning i listen to the wind and the world

lavender is a smelly flower that lives inside my brain. when my world has no meaning i listen to the wind and the world shines brightly. The days turn into weeks and weeks to months and months to years..The fear starts to re enter my frazzled mind . Lavender has.no more significance any longer and the meaning is gone once again. Oh my tired soul .. Where is the God of the universe when everything looks bleak and empty. Fill my soul God of the Universe cause only YOU CAN that's the end of this song where my heart belongs