i stay up alnight. til the early morning .i get no sleep. i have done gotten in to deep. i have nothing leaf to keep. e

i stay up alnight. til the early morning .i get no sleep. i have done gotten in to deep. i have nothing leaf to keep. everything i loved has been tooken away. cause i cant stay out these streets. i dont know what it is but i feel at home when runing these streets the only things that are on my mind is my lil ones an this money that i make while i am on my grind . everyday just diffent cliff i got to c onquer. sometimes its so hard i wounder if i got anuff fight.but i try look at bright side things. accepted change. just trying maintain.. but i see now i can live without these streets, cause theres something i got that so much more important to me. see i did have dad but he was never around it took toll on my meantel health. it made me show out, even not give a fuck bout things in life. so no my kids want be a victim of daddy issue, cause daddy doing as he should, daddys come home. im sorry it took so long daddy could do nothing but think of his self, i had get my head out my ass. but daddy finaly woke up an seen yall kids is the best thing that has ever happen me. i relize i cant live without my hearts. the pain was to much. i was dieing inside didnt want go on day after day . but when i made up mind i was going play by there rules to be back with yall. even though some days where good an other where hell. when i thougth of yall i was will to go thougth that hell everyday if i had to just to be back with the ones i love.now that im half way from us being back together, i look back an kick my self in ass everyday for not just doing as they say. i had to be fool an refuse cause i was a man an no body told me what i had do. so stupid, a hot head and naive.im glad i finally open my eyes ,finally got clue. no matter what i gotta do, iim do im push thougth, yall will see daddys alway been there for yall. then yall be able to see what was truth or a lie they told you. i will try to make up to yall if it takes rest my life. daddys proud to have yall . never forget yall will always be daddys little hearts.