Thought Zone

ive fought and I fought to get out of my head, I know its not what people think but its what they said, words can break bones even when they only Been read, depressed an cant sleep at night so I get no rest, when you lie a lie always has to be dressed , now I got something to say something I have to get off of my chest, I know ive messed things up but I never gave it my best, ive been stressed an its driving me crazy, an I confess im barely surviving hadnt seen myself even smiling lately, theres alot of shit not getting done some how ive gotten lazy, an all I know now is its time for me to change me, pick my head up im blessed an its time to get up, im not impressed its time to learn my lesson an ask for forgiveness, back to the basics its back to business , so ima pull up my big boy britches an start rebuilding  these burnt down bridges, I'm through with this sickness i must have forgot im down right vicious, the Lord has blessed me he is so gracious, I always knew this wouldn't be painless and that I was destined for greatness, I'm gonna make some changes get out of my head an out of these thoughts I got no more time to waste then, im not ageless but I'm more than courageous,