loves rage and waterfalls

Wake up early, try to get the day right, But you out the door, like I'm outta sight. You say you’re getting something for me, but where you been? Hours pass by, I ain't heard from you again. I ain't trippin', but girl, I'm stuck in this space, Trying to figure out if you even want my embrace. You say I disrespect, call you names, act mean, But I’m just reactin' to the in-between. You’re gone for hours, then act like I’m the one, Like I’m trippin' when your just tryin' to have some fun. I ask where you’ve been, not to control, But to make up for the time, to fill that hole. All day, no love, no affection, just distance, But at night, it’s like you switch, and I’m missin’ The connection we had, when you were all mine, Now it’s like I’m searchin' for you in between time. I'm lost in this game, I don’t know what to do, But all I ever wanted was to be with you. You say I’m needy, like I’m askin’ for too much, But when you home, you act like you can’t touch. I’m just tryna show you the love that’s real, But you're actin' like I’m not even in your field. When I speak, you turn it loud and aggressive, Sayin' it’s me, but I’m just tryin' to stay progressive. I tell you you’re beautiful, you're the only one I see, But you accuse me of things that ain’t even me. You say I'm involved with someone I don’t know, Just ‘cause I walk to the lab and let my thoughts flow. I don’t get it, girl, I’m tryin' to make it clear, But every move I make seems like it brings more fear. All day, no love, no affection, just distance, But at night, it’s like you switch, and I’m missin’ The connection we had, when you were all mine, Now it’s like I’m searchin' for you in between time. I'm lost in this game, I don’t know what to do, But all I ever wanted was to be with you. I just want the world where it’s only us two, But you push me away when I’m tryna come through. I don’t wanna fight, just spend time together, I’m tired of this space, girl, I want forever. But you turn it around like I’m the one to blame, When all I’ve done is try to love you the same. You remember the words when I’m caught in my rage, But I’m fighting for you, stuck in this cage. I never talk to no one else, my heart’s all yours, But you’ve locked me out like I’m just a closed door. I ain't perfect, but I’m tryin' to get it right, Just want your love from the morning to the night. So what do I do when it’s always a fight? All I want is you, but you don’t feel the light. You say you’re hurt, but girl, I feel the same, Both of us stuck in this emotional game. All day, no love, no affection, just distance, But at night, it’s like you switch, and I’m missin’ The connection we had, when you were all mine, Now it’s like I’m searchin' for you in between time. I'm lost in this game, I don’t know what to do, But all I ever wanted was to be with you. I’m stuck in this space, just want your time, You and me, girl, just make us rhyme. But every day it’s a struggle, every night’s the same, All I want is your love, don’t push me outta the frame. Let’s find our way back, make the day shine, All I ever wanted, girl, was to make you mine.