convo wit god

All I ask u for was love and guidance And all I ask  strength Wisdom and knowledge To see who my enemy So I can avoid em like a std Shots fired outside my window  I can't even sleep   They killed j he fight demons   He rest in peace  Got into it wit my momma  we not even speaking   My girl left me Eyes boiling   I can't stop the leakage   Outside I smile   But inside I'm broken to pieces    And I say lord am    I not yo son     U say u love me     u don't seem concerned    I knocked 3 times and u denied me    Gave u all I had then robbed me    And look I get it     U give and u take     It's like doing business    But u know my vision     Take care of my fam    And stack these millis    Lifes a trip    pay attention     to what u taking with u     U say Im good      When i no I'm not      I'm turning bitter     Trynna get hold on it      I'm loosing grip      I feel it slippin     Lord can u help me      U juss standing there      What's yo intentions     See I'm the car and     U The mechanic can u fix me      My life is hard    And I'm all alone    With these feeling