mixed Emotions

emotional rage/ fueled by answers that haven't been solved/ experienced with no healing as they expirament/ more faith / with less promises/ thats hard to keep/ when we should be counting our blessings/ some days/ fighting your way/ through what keeps us oppressed/ through hard days/ hard not to make a descicion= when you lost in mix emotions/ have nothing to do with emphasis in finishing a painting/ a smile is worth more a thousands words/ you don't have/ to read or right/ bringing you a scence/ of enjoying the good with the bad/ with furious emotions / until you look up to a smile/ putting one your mind under the mask/ covering it verse 2or3rd wanting better/ or become stronger/ than what I am / scared for life/ thinking I have it bad/ but blessed/ when I look at the smile/of a young man stuck in a wheel chair for life/ smile worth more/ all the problem I'm facing/ putting a smile on my face/ when im in my feelings that I've lost/ no tears / just love/ a reminder/ not to forget/ to strong/