here we go again

here we go again memories memories of the things we do here we go again what did i say this time what am i to do i feel like my mind is through the lies blinding im diving in here in the righteous mindset I SEE NO GOD i dont know what to do with life every time i try i end up dieing more they tell me im not alright and i tell them its life i try what did i say or do this time i try and its all in vain ur eyes telling lies again ur mind is destructive to me u try and u push me away and i say everythings ok am i being manipulated or am i a demon inside i try everything you used to tell me whats on ur mind now im alone again cause it feels like theirs an ocean in-betwee our minds in-between our minds