feeling a little bit more of my self

right now I'm fighting to survive while trying to hold my emotions in but then again none of us know how this all began.45/ of the time it's the ones you love. snaking u behind your back. In your face it's always love. Knowing that they trying to pull the plug. FOR a few good bucks. They try to pick u off at the same time take your soul. Lord thank you for. Shielding me from the evil on the street. At this very moment I barely sleep. Thinking of getting out of here in a bit.