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#KINGVOC #EARSTOHEARWEST it's ears to hear West records it's the West Coast G your boy King VOC this one's for anyone who ever lost a loved one you know this is one love coming from your boy King VOC now check it g mad at you for leaving or mad at myself for not being better damn Mom I thought I was so clever clearly not never wrote you this letter all I know is I better cuz I can't stand in this funk here forever supposed to be old enough and know how to make it through any weather emotions running wild I feel like a damn child not knowing what the next thing to do is all I know is I can't stay like dis never had to deal with something this heavy it's like it's all rushing in like a broken Levy and I'm mad at you for not taking care of yourself better and leaving us your family here by ourselves we got each other we got one an another but you're the one who brought us here with you not around the next steps aren't so clear snapping on the ones close to me I love is what I fear I can't stay in this funk it's like a bad dream it's just all junk just wish I was my normal self just able to enjoy some funk but this is going to take some time slowly letting go because you're gone we all know trying to pick up the pieces of our life here me and Jess engaged supposed to be my wife all these good things on the horizon with all these emotions I just feel like I'm blinding but you'd want me to grow and start my life until the time heals all wounds stuck in this rife in This strife mad at myself for not telling you all you did everything you did for all of your kid everything you pointed me to make me who I is you schooled me on the old school comedy all kinds of art you put it in my heart you put into me never got to thank you from the start for my interest in what I love cuz if it wasn't for you this isn't what I would've become and I love the things I'm into but damn it Mom all that credits to you planting those seeds made me who I am like I said here my emotions all over is where I stand supposed to be a man supposed to have a plan twisted up but I still can and I will do all these things but damn this is a blow I got to let you go ive got to get on with my life and start my show rap game rap show king VOC on the go on the road but I miss you mom I wish I would have been better I wish you would have taken care of yourself better we all think we're so damn clever from the bottom of my heart I wish you nothing but peace forever when you were around I should have wrote you this kind of letter but I'm out of here I got to go and get better got to go and get my cheddar and I will grow and live and do all things I'm here to do forever and thank you for equipping me to make it through this weather But you watch over me and I'll continue to do better I love you Mom I'm grateful forever.