don’t you wait, for me

Don’t you wait, for me I got people in the sky waiting on me to arrive, but tell my brother that I’m sorry cause I need to be alive, although I wanna see you always feeling I need you, got two daughters down here and plus a lovely loyal wife, and I can’t leave em alone, I know you understand, cause if you had a second chance you would be here on demand, right here with yo son, my nephew, just know he’s living blessed too, he just proposed to his wife might happen next June I’m not ready to go yet I’m not ready to go Mac slim I know you waiting on me, I haven’t seen you in 20 years it’s been too long homie, I can’t wait to be reunited and get to reminiscing, playin them video games hanging out in the kitchen, your daughters doin well I only wish I knew her better, but when you died I was a youngin I didn’t know no better, now that I’m older I can understand the sacrifice, but tell god don’t make me do it cause I’m tryin to live my life so don’t you I’m not ready to go yet I’m not ready to go I use to live life not even caring about what happens, cause I knew that if I died I had a spot in thugs mansion, where I could go and rest my soul and find peace, cause I done been through way too much to say the least, i was given a choice to be good or be evil it was simple, I’m showin up to heaven with them proper credentials, I made sure I did right before my time was up, I made sure I earned my wings so I can rise on up, but that’s before I created 2 little angels of my own, and I ain’t strong enough to leave them on their own, I gotta be home I gotta see em grown, I gotta be here for my mother I can’t leave alone, I gotta be here for the wifey keep the marriage long, to all my family in the sky I know yall doin great, countin the days till i can meet you up at heavens gates, and even tho I wanna see you always on my mind, I hope it doesn’t happen soon I need more time