I miss you Lily Broad

Lily bored with your orange and your eyes so green you've got me Porter in this dream I can't see you left me in I've been stuck in the past I'm losing my mind trying to make this last f*** I'm just trying to sleep but all I can do is lie here eyes wide my mind suction cup to the deep I keep your name looked up in my chest wondering where the hell you Lily broad where the f*** are you now I've been searching tearing my mind down how the hell do I find you again to see that smile I give everything just a come back I can't let you go I'm so f****** tired don't you know my love come to me and this pain I can't keep living like this I'm going and saying I dream about you don't you can't dare forget how you made me feel I have no f****** you're so good damn far I was screaming for you but I can't find who you are like a daisy fragile and a like stuck here holding on feeling someone sure I wish I could find just like god damn animal to tell you everything that I feel within my power really broad are you now f*** are you now how the hell do I find you again I do everything just to hear your voice for a while Little league god damn it come back I can't let you go I'm so f****** tired don't you know my love come to me and this plan I can't keep living like this I'm going and saying Lily please come the f*** that I'm losing a value stuck in this track I'm tried everything it's just not enough I'm drowning here and it's getting too tough maybe one day you'll hear my f****** please maybe one day you'll remember me but until then I'll keep streaming your name I wonder you'll come back and end this f****** pain now it's ending with all our motion swearing and screaming from the hall just as you wanted does this hit the mark asking friends for help but he forgot the number telling him the feelings that I fell for her he said he thought we were best friends I said we still were he ran away and now I'm looking for her because I know that she's my soulmate