alcohol makes me drunk

Country boy living in the hood. Played football in highschool and college and lay the wood. Now im grown up no daddy no mommy girl get off Me. I realize im a drunk i fight some guy in the bar hes just a punk. Realize my wife left me. So i cheat get drunk get into gambiling. Lose my job lose my house and lose my weddingg ring. I sleep in a cardboard box and dream. What would life been without a drink. I wash my clothes in a beaxh bathroom sink. Im sick i aint got healthcare no insurance . Im living in the slums im a old drunk bumb. Become schizophrenic. Im lost found a hand gun and took a shot bang killed a man with some money in his hand. I run get jumped by the cops and thrown in a cell well its better than the streets it aint a hell. Got Some food got a bathroom got a tat got stabbed got sick almost died and now a woman comes to my rescue. Shes beautiful a true hero to take me from thjs place. She says oh my god hunny this was a mistake.she puts her hands on the glass like shes touching my face. I win the court case and back on the streets healthy and stable on my feet got back with my wife started a new life and smoke some weed. No more alcahol that shits weak.