just look in my eyes

just look in my eyes and see myself I see pain I see hell don't know how I felt when I f****** fell far from heaven like oh well I ruled the Earth sat in cells so cruel it hurts to hold yourself expect the worst cuz when it comes expect the Hearst hear it coming seen it first I told you f****** seen it first tatted on my neck averse ratted on that s*** the worst matted blood up on my shirt scars up on my back it hurts number 16 Spirit talking say no words I don't know that I learned from the pain from the hurt I don't feel it's my turn flights from hell God they burn I'm just trying to be a man I'm just trying to understand I ain't got no f****** plans my back against the wall I stand my ratchet in the car prepared might catch him at the mall ain't scared b**** I'll go anywhere b**** I'll take it there you know I'm the one bro got to keep the gun close fentanyl overdose paranoid I won't go I've got a choice I'm saying no remember sleeping in the cold searching for somewhere to go hurting deep down in my soul sleep alone no one hold I geek alone don't trust a soul these demons got me in a hole I'll hold my own don't tell a soul commit a crime leave the phone if it's time grab the dope load the pipe