How Are Hallucinations Fake?

Some people just boast about shit. I made myself that capable before I speak. My long spiritual journey started in 2010. I became the Heavenly Father standard God a decade later to defeat Hinduism. I reminisced on my spiritual journey and I hallucinated that why will a person go against his own culture and religion? Double agent?? Whoa whoa whoa... Then I think to myself. Did I kill innocent people? Did everything for cash? My only motive was to help India and save the citizens. With that I have saved cows, saints, relationships, memories and most importantly Hindu temples, mosques and churches.