life's unfair

yo, 'Im sittin' in this room shadows on the wall, thinkin' bout the days when i had it all, mom was my rock, now im feelin' so lost, every memory's a ghost, yeah, im payin' the cost. used to hear laughter, now it's silence that i crave words left unspoken, buried deep in the grave, she taught me how to stand, now im fallin' apart, tyrna piece together fragments of a broken heart. I remember late nights, she'd wipe away my tears, Now I'm drownin' in this pain, haunted by my fears, Life's a cruel joke, and I'm the punchline, Every tick of the clock feels like a lifetime. Regrets in my mind, wish I could rewind, Tell her that I love her, let her know she's divine, But time's a thief, and it don't play fair, Now I'm stuck in this sorrow, gaspin' for air.