Justice's lament

i feel this pain inside, it wont fade, and i cant afford to fall, no not again, i feel this pain inside, i just wanna cry, it gets to much to bear, i wanna just die, and it feels like im so alone fell into this deep dark hole, and i feel this bitterness eating away my soul, and im broken, and i dont understand, what did i do to deserve something like this, maybe it was something i missed, and as the darkness falls, along with my tears, where did i go wrong, i no longer feel strong, and i just feel so alone, why are these nights so cold, tell me what to do, im just reaching out to you, you made me hate myself, i cant take this hell, im tired of all this pain, and my tears are falling like pouring rain, and i cant find my own escape, im dying inside, all i feel is rage, please help me out ...