Gonna Fight

Maybe it might be time maybe I’ll battle I can feel alright Than insanity burns like a candle I look into the eyes of the people I love they ask are you okay I reply that i’m not, or I am depending On the day every single time I wake up I see a day where maybe everything Can be a good day oh wait Thats a dream it’ll always be the same I try and look ahead and see The best come true honestly I’ll admit most of it was because of you Making me feel better, but now I feel a pain, The broken heart I always had the anger in my brain It takes time to change You cannot do it over night Why is it every single time i express Myself it’s just not alright I say how i feel oh your a narcissist Maybe you should calm down Get a counselor see a pharmacist Thing is I’m working on it slowly If you knew me you seen But yet people still talk about me And force me to scream I have weird dreams of alternate reality I wake up in a haze wondering what Does it mean sometimes it comes true Thats called Deja Vu you look at something Pareidolia kicks in and you see something Looking at you Grim Reaper in a tree Yes he’s looking at me, like I say On the phone leave a message for me The times growing up when I was Bullied as a teen seems thats the same bullies Never grew up they are still mean It’s okay, some change but most Stay the same while trying to hold on Most don’t know your name Then you become the most known In town start to feel scared Feel like either everyone hates you Or does not want you there Had a friend that I knew don’t even Know if their alive okay on that note Many friends I hope they survive Please understand this i been through A lot so I take my medication every night Almost every day makes a song.