feelin lost

(Verse 1) I’m stuck in derealization, mind in a maze, Only sixteen, feelin’ lost in a haze, Thoughts racing fast, but the world’s moving slow, Reality’s a movie, and I’m just the shadow. Eyes wide open, but the colors fade gray, Friends talkin’ loud, but I’m miles away, Every laugh echoes like a ghost in the night, Tryna find my footing, but I’m losing the fight. (Verse 2) Mirror reflection, but I don’t recognize, A stranger in my skin, with these vacant eyes, Chasin’ memories like they’re ghosts in the dark, Life’s a canvas, but I’m missing the spark. Voices in my head, yeah, they whisper and tease, Tell me I’m a phantom, but I’m begging for peace, Clock ticking slow, counting days like a crime, Stuck in this loop, man, I’m losing my mind.