Held it down ya know(unconventional thug)

Hahaha oh here I go you come at me like I ain't held it down shit I did I held every word in every heartache every break turn you can judge me from picking up a pen to create a lyric a rhyme to hold myself in tack it's my way I push back been da mama been da wife been da sista been the daughter to carry the strife shit I held it down watched thug life I held it out I can make a three I can knocked down my walls find my habit rat a tar I can bring it back I know your face I know you path ik mine I ain't feeling the wrath I'm just the cold ass botch feeling the aftermath every scream every u need meds every I need to get up out of my head ill keep writing it puts my anger my monster to bed to feel each knife words like a trigger I found a way to pull back linger not freak to react I'm the queen of words tugging through the scene writing g words shining clean I'm here I'm scene throwing it down for you even tho you don't want it at all that's the life of crazy as country hustler fining away to pull lyrics to beat before you keep pushing me to walk da street this wifey is strength my words are wise ik how to show respect I'm a world of thug life you walk to worked I respected every step don't hate on me for on this dream I never slept