yo time out

yo time out all this shi I think hopen that I stand tall and won't fall down shit take time can't rush time I look in the mirror my reflection all I see is a demon regretting my past I haven't got no slp yet stay humble no heart check I look at shi different had time to gather my head self motivation we on whole different pages gettin off my ass cause that broke shi get me made shi won't neva last and I can't take it to my grave yard cried for all my pain suffered for to many yrs it's hard to make a disition when ya back against the wall maskin my pain bitch you see ima man better thank God that I changed silently cryin life is a bih beating down us to care what they think but don't care what they think of me now my biggest mistake was tryina relax I will neva be late foot off the break I'm mashing the gas can't have a calition I try to hold myself this pain is breaking my I'm trying to hold it in Just want to cry to slp I'm trying to gasp for air damn I'm tryin to breathe