LONELY CHRISTMAS

[Chorus] It’s a lonely Christmas, feelin’ like I’m driftin’ Holidays hit different when you’re missin’ what you’re wishin’ Got the tree lit, but my heart is cold Sippin’ on this pain, tryin’ to let go, let go Snowfall fallin’, but it don’t heal my soul I’m stuck in my thoughts, yeah, they takin’ control Wreaths on the door, but I’m feelin’ alone Santa ain’t bring me peace, just the unknown [Verse 1] Red cups on the counter, I’m drownin’ my sorrow Livin’ in the now, but it’s hard to see tomorrow Lights flashin’, but I’m trapped in the dark Lost in the past, tryin’ to find a spark Christmas tree up, but I’m feelin’ no cheer My demons come back this time of year They say it’s the season to be happy and bright But my mind is a warzone, can’t find the light Mistletoe hangin’, but I ain’t got no one I miss your touch, baby, where did we go wrong? Snow falls slow, but my heart’s racin’ Used to have you close, now I’m just chasin’ [Chorus] It’s a lonely Christmas, feelin’ like I’m driftin’ Holidays hit different when you’re missin’ what you’re wishin’ Got the tree lit, but my heart is cold Sippin’ on this pain, tryin’ to let go, let go Snowfall fallin’, but it don’t heal my soul I’m stuck in my thoughts, yeah, they takin’ control Wreaths on the door, but I’m feelin’ alone Santa ain’t bring me peace, just the unknown [Verse 2] They say Christmas magic could heal a broken mind But all I see is ghosts of the past I can’t leave behind I sip my cocoa, but it’s bittersweet Cold winter nights feelin’ incomplete I used to believe, but now I’m just numb Tinsel on the tree, but the pain still comes I’m out here starvin’, lookin’ for a sign Is this the season to heal or just survive the climb? The sleigh bells ring, but I hear no joy I keep my heart locked, no gifts to enjoy I try to keep faith, but it’s hard when you’re lost The holidays hit different when you count the cost [Chorus] It’s a lonely Christmas, feelin’ like I’m driftin’ Holidays hit different when you’re missin’ what you’re wishin’ Got the tree lit, but my heart is cold Sippin’ on this pain, tryin’ to let go, let go Snowfall fallin’, but it don’t heal my soul I’m stuck in my thoughts, yeah, they takin’ control Wreaths on the door, but I’m feelin’ alone Santa ain’t bring me peace, just the unknown [Outro] Maybe next year I’ll find my way back home But for now, I’m just tryna hold on A lonely Christmas, but I’m still here fightin’ Hopin’ for peace when the stars stop lightin’