Tearing My Hair Out

tearing my hair out, with a heart of despair on this route ... From the ark i was was there... I wish i had set some boundaries, from the bad people that surrounded, i felt like i was shrouded, but i finally found the.... Antidote to maybe make me, someone that is dope but maybe i just dont know, where the fuck im supposed to go, but right now i feel like im on a lonely road, i just dont wanna go anywhere, because i get filled with hope then dropped down the stairs, i just try to bare with it, gotta keep these weapons on a tight grip, im sick of it, ready to say fuck it and kick it, this fucking bucket its fillin! So when im done feelin, i just wanna ask you... what made you think i was an asshole? I get some shit wasnt very great i had anger issues for awhile you see but without that mouth, that ran wild and the trust issues for awhile all because you basically dog piled a bunch of dudes all the while, lying too me in bed and waiting for me to stop the dread.... because you keep saying that i am making YOU upset? But fuck it then blame it on me and make me bleed make me think im weak make me feel bleek ive been done for the week ive been done with most of my sleep ive been up too see the sun when it peeks, ive been hding onto something... ive been very pressured and ita haunting, it makes me lost see? Im so cold in the back of my mind when i finally fold i start with my lines like when i told someone that im sick of shit, and to get a grip, im not no fucking idiot, then that same person lied right through their lips im just abusive with this shit, Im talking about my trips the one with the long train i cant get off mane, im longing... another calling, so long G, dont be long before you see me... Ill be waiting with the tree lit, so dont forget the bic, i dont smoke cigarrettes fuck this im off this song....bet.......